I NeeD tO eXpreSS ¡

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First try in English. Only to wake up, a little bit more to life. 1

  I NeeD tO eXpreSS ¡

Too many things, too many changes as TIME passes silently carving soul and body, scultping my reactions, and teaching big lessons; and its velocity never decreases.

I don't want to stop dreaming, I don't want to stop believing that something different can be felt, can be done, can be enjoyed. SOMETHING GOOD!

 I have been trapped by this sensation of loss, at least for a while everyday since the hard storm started.

I've been and I am conscious of my own fragility; I know that I could die next minute! and this IMPRESS me more than ever, because now I have to recognize that I am afraid from suffering. As the big waves feared me on the beach, once and still, I will ride my fears one day. Stubborn as a mule!

 I would like to recover this reckless spirit o'mine, open my mouth to life and start swallowing every little positive detail of this time I've been given by nature.

Do not deny love - My subconscious told me the other day. I woke up with the sound of this sentence in my mind. What should I do? Sometimes learning is harder than we expect, sometimes we would like to be stuck in the past and stop the time. I don't want to fall in love with the past, I want to live the present...my present hurts me...my present is the only thing I get...I have to stand this moment, I have to fight against the problems, and I have to accept that life is bigger than any of us, and that I cannot change it but a little bit. I have to start changing me. What a huge and exciting project!!

 

Big colums in the big temple that shall not be removed by a mortal body.

 

I need my spirit bright. I need to learn again how to fly. I need to learn to be brave. I need to see that I can do it.

I need my spirit bright. I need to learn again how to fly. I need to learn to be brave. I need to see that I can do it.

And I cannot fail in this mission, ‘cause the bet is my own life.

DAVINCHU

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